i sit here wondering why do i help other people?
why do all i can d to make other people happy when really they dont want to be?
why havent i learned to tell people to go away and leave me alone?
why do i let people get the best of me but i get nothing in return?
im wondering what it would take to get certain people to understand i can only go so far at being pushed aside and only needed when they want or need something but not giving any help to me?
i cant be the one who constantly gets hurt by people and i am beginning to refuse to around these people again all im doing is trying to do be a friend and help people but its not getting me anywhere so all im going to do the next few weeks is get the people to leave me alone and go on their own and take misery with them. i deserve better i was happy before, im not now, and i am going to be happy again.
wish me luck!!
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