what does it take?

                 i dont want to get lost in this too much because right now im not up to being in the social vibe, but tonight it will be different because im planning to go out and get drunk at my girls bar.  i basically got just showed my friend doesnt give a shit about me. he asked if i wanted to go swimming i said yeah, but then he kept saying that i dont like going swimming at that time it was 4pm and my neighbor called to see if hed help move some wood for her, so he went over to help, i figured we would go after he got back figuring he would be right back, but he never came back. so i texted him and he went swimming without me. tells me he doesnt give a shit about our friendship. but whatever, you cant help bullshit artists right? no you cant. its just upsetting, it was hot i wanted to go swimming too. but i guess he really doesnt give a shit about me. so i get to close my emotions for him out, i can be just as mean. i dont need it. but now i wrote about it, im good for now. i need to find a man who wants me just as i am, not just friends. a woman like me likes to be hugged and kissed and have a man give her attention, not just be lied to. im done i need to get out and find myself a good man. im tired of just friends. so any of you know a single man who wants to talk and see what happens let me know. have a good night.